What a new post? Whose blog is this?

I don't know what's come over me but I have decided to post something. You know it is hard for me. I just haven't been feeling it lately, but I really need to get back into the groove.

In case you don't know I haven't been myself lately. For some reason beyond explanation I have decided to have another baby. Apparently, my body disagreed with me. I just want you to know that while my other pregnancies were fairly agreeable, this pregnancy...is trying to kill me, literally!!

Someday when the shame and humiliation of all that has happened to me in the last three months wears off, ask me to discuss it with you. Otherwise, let's just leave it unsaid.

I am now beginning my 15th week, I think the worst of it is behind me, but I don't really want to jinx myself. So I will say I am running about 75% of normal this week.

Interestingly enough, Erica is in her 30th week of pregnancy and she posted some pictures of herself on her blog. She looks about as pregnant as I do...I wonder if that means my baby will be twice as big as her baby...hmmm. I am willing to put 20 bucks on that.

Wish me luck, I really need it. Really.